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its soo gross when people say

Only god can judge me

bitch is buggn!
i know we all have our own believes but damn gurl chillaaaaaaout
Lately judging isnt even an action its a way of life!
we all do it and sometimes we arent proud to do it but
we do it (:

Ill always be there for you no matter what .

Oh damnn just finished watching the finale to charm school!
i thought it was iight to see there familys and how they wrote their speeches
But when ebony [risky] won i was kinda shocked i woulda probably either chose her
or Marcia because she actually faught an addiction it was good though while it lasted
and i cant wait for the next season!

what i want most is love!
fuck the rest seriously
like i want it soo bad and sadly i would kill for it!
like i think about it all the time and it sucks because sometimes i wont leave the house because ill think about life and how i hate bein alone
being alone is a huge fear that i got and when i day dream about being lonely
it scares me because i try so hard everyday to be who i am everyday
and sometimes i would like to come home an just talk about my day to the person i love!
or just have someone i know who will always be there :(

damn i think im getting depressed
badly
like im not feeling anything right now like its so ugh
im not happy at all like im tired of doing things that try and make me happy but rly arent working..
Liike i wish life had a delete button but obviously it doesnt i want everything to go away i wanna change my life and body sooooooo bad i hate it
i try to use artificial beauty to help but in the end im still me and i hate it im done
im done with everything and everyone
goodddbyeeeeeeeee


xo

im tired of letting you run through my mind while i sit alone and wait for nothing
i cant stand it your all i think of especially when i hear certain songs that remind me of you. Im tired of feeling lost or waiting for sundays just for you and waiting on that text wishing every flashing blue light on my SK08 is a txt from you..
Im tired of not wanting to feel anything for you but the feelings keep coming back.
I try and run away from them but you just pop up like out of nowhere espeically when im bored out of my mind which kills my whole day like this week has made me actually realize that your not coming back no matter what i do i get so deepend with sadness.
It was weird to feel as if feelings would ever become out of that relationship but i guess it did and thats why i cant stop dreaming or thinking of you.
Im just a broken hearted girl [yeah i took that shit from BEYONCE]

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okay so had the worst day at the beach ever....!
So i woke up at like 5:18 and looked in the mirror for like 5 minutes to puke at the disgusting morning face i had lmfao
then i called darlanne and she was on her way .
She came around 5:30 ish and we then layed down in my bed and watched tv for abit horribly tired.
After that we got up and i showed her my bikini watching beyonce music videos which were like a fucking marathon .
I then start bleeding on my cooch thank god for bleach that fixed everything lmfao!
I then shaved my legs in the tub with her watch lmfao.then Daniris came over as i did my hair and makeup while they were molesting my dogs and then alicia came and we were fixing the car up in the back then Jenn walked over and we all got in and drove there listening to Motown hits lmfao only me and darlanne got our 90s music fix<3
We got to the beach at like 830 9 ish and it was fab the water was calm but kinda cold but the sun was killn my pussy!
I put like gallons of tanning oil on and we all deciided to jump in haha . except daniris
then we ate lots of chips and tried to tan then We me darlanne and alicia went halfway to the booey and came back ate some more then me jen darlanne and alicia reswimmed out and finally only me and Alicia touched to booey which was FAB!
I was the first one who swam back followed by darlanne then jen and alicia and jen hurt her foot and then we sat down and me Daniris and darlanne took a walk to sum island thingy which totally raped me i gashed my foot open and it hurt soo bad then we came back while i had to walk a mile in front of people bleeding! horrendsly i was bleeeding everywhere my mom was scared obviously but ran to get me some first aid shit.Then my hair got fucked up and then we left went to Mcdonalds and ate but i didnt i was sooo depressed so then we got home we showered and i was crying then long story short i changed my hair haha and then cryed some more!

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New defenition should be :
Male -- Disgusting figure of gender that should be burned off the face of the earth!

Wow a year dude fucking 316 days of pure satisfaction in knowing that something would end up coming out of it and not knowing if i keep holding on will it ever take me somewhere?
It was a carnival ride of endless love and watching how we both would have compassion in eachothers eyes.Sometimes i wish it was a one night stand or something that could of never worked out but i sit here today and have all the regrets in the world and feel as if you did it on purpose because knowing you , your probably had no regret at all doing it and probably did it with great pleasure and said it to not care who would get hurt in the middle of it.

fuck me for following your lies and all the lies you told me and i got played damn more like fucking G dudee

get a cool layout like daniris's myspace layout ,
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Xxmyk (9:06:26 PM): oh btw your not coming friday brittany is instead sorry :]
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:07:19 PM): huhhh ?
Xxmyk (9:07:26 PM): your not coming to the beach friday
Xxmyk (9:07:32 PM): brittany is instead of you
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:07:36 PM): are you serious ?
Xxmyk (9:07:42 PM): obviously
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:07:49 PM): why?
Xxmyk (9:08:02 PM): because shes chill and wont argue the wholetime
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:08:12 PM): mhmmm ?
Xxmyk (9:08:24 PM): yup
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:08:28 PM): thats a force
Xxmyk (9:08:33 PM): not really
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:08:41 PM): hopefullly youre kiddding
Xxmyk (9:08:56 PM): nope im serious
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:09:09 PM): k then.
Xxmyk (9:09:17 PM): alright
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:09:21 PM): bye
Xxmyk (9:09:27 PM): byee whoree
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:10:48 PM): deadass dood, if you're serious, youre like the worst friend ive ever had.
Xxmyk (9:10:54 PM): thanks
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:12:22 PM): why are you being like this ?
Xxmyk (9:12:28 PM): im really not
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:12:38 PM): you didnt answer the question
Xxmyk (9:12:51 PM): im not being anything computerthugg
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:13:05 PM): computerthugg? so then call me
Xxmyk (9:13:15 PM): on the phone alreddy sorry
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:13:55 PM): whatever. you just lost my friendship . i didnt do shit to you kim, remember that.
Xxmyk (9:14:18 PM): okay um i dont see why a friendship should be lost due to you not coming but alright :]
xdarlanneduhhhx (9:14:59 PM): because thats a dirt thing to do. like outta nowhere to kimi dont get it
Xxmyk (9:15:19 PM): jokes always come out of nowhere thats the fun of it :]

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Bitch is fierce!Fucking love of my life!Dude i met this prostitute and the sadness in her eyes and lost stare made me feel like i was reborn into someone with every hope and dream within arms reach :]Thank you Tina for showing me how i can begin life :]

The most amazing night of my life with the worst ending!
Yes i had the worst ending due to the fact i lost faith and hope
in my bestfriends which struck me to my surprise that even though they always cant be there
they strive to try :]
Iloveyou guys !

My mom...
A true soul thats been hurt unforgivingly.
My mom...
A woman made to last lovingly
My mom...
An Amazing being with self enthusiasm
My mom...
A protector of my well being
My mom...
A spirit of heartwarming soul of great essence
My mom...
A hope to last forever!
My mom
A one true feeling that makes me live each and everyday!

So i woke up today at like 7 in the morningg!
omfg then i slept in the shower for like 2 hours
and it felt soo good i was loving it like i felt like jesus!
thenn I texted kenzie and went to go pick her up and then anthony finally
calls backso we go over to her house and get her and ashley comes along so we went to the auburn mall and keep going in and out of stores to find a bathing suit it took forever for me to find a bathing suit.
we went in wetseal and tryed on some and i loved the one i tryed on but i left it there to check other places.
In victorias secret they still had them sexy sales i was talking about afew posts ago.
So i left after that cuz i did buy anything then went to hollister and charolette russe and didnt find anything in hollister surprisingly it was kinda mismatched so then we went back to wetseal and i got the bathing suit that i loved and it looked stunning so then we split up and me and ashley go back to victorias secret and hollister and i bought a barebrozne spray and a hollister sexy top!
then we are looking for kenziee and ant and we cant find them so it takes like 10 mins to find em and then we leave and my mom has a fit cuz shes late for an appointment but she really wasnt truely mad cuz she made it but now i sit talking to darlanne :] and watching tvee!

Okay okayy!
so i totally had no sleep last nightt so i woke up at like 9 30
tossed and turned and then finally woke up at like 10 so i text devon and telll her that
ill be there by 10:30
so i go to dunkins and get the usual Iced Carmel cappuccino with sugar.
Then pick up devon and Kenziee!
So we are at the weave shop and find this ill color of blonde and brown its soo beautiful its like
a nice honeyy color.
So we go to her house we had to dye my hair with a semi permanant dyee then wash it out after 20 minutes and then she blow dryed my hair.
so we put the movie doubt in that i rented at price chopper afew hrs earlier .
We braid my hair and it hurt ohh soo badd!!!
So we ordered two pizza i had just a slice cuz i wasnt hungry at all!
So then she started sewing it in and it was horrible it hurt soo bad i wanted to screamm!
so we were joking around and i said BANACKKAA to the girl Niyanna that was there and kenzie was dieeing and devon was laughing haha so we got half way through and were at the top and went in the other room !
It looked madd bomb when it was donee!
i kept touching it and was madd excitiedd!!!
Then kenzie had me sit in the shower witrh her and i turned the lights off and kept hiting the shower curtain and then threw a cup of cold water :]]
Then i went home and watched tv and was on the pc for abit then took 3 benadryls and knockedd!

Im a bitch I'm a lover I'm a child I'm a mother I'm a sinner I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed

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