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The real me is different and awkward .
The real me is makeup less and hates her body.
The real me covers her flaws everyway she can.
The real me has all the wonder in the world but no sense of who she is.
The real me lets people get to her happiness in life and doesnt move on from it.
The real me is Disgusted with everyones flaws when hers really stand out the most.
The real me only judges people to make myself feel better.
The real me has a sad lonely person crying inside of her.
The real me is Never gonna be happy with herself.
The real me doesnt wanna be shown to anyone.
The real me is scared to be alone.
The real me wants the world.
The real me Strives for beauty.
The real me is only beautiful on the inside.
The real me is ...... gone.

Okayy So im realizing im fucking fatt gross!
I need to lose weight and i will do it any way that is healthy and can work i dont care for time aslong as its less then 3 months but im tryying to lose like 20 lbs and i think i can by september 1st!Im gonna go on the South beach Diet wensday which will be a long process but hopefully it will be deelishh <3 Its supossed to work for about 14 days of some strict diet of low carbs which will give me like 8-13 lbs gone off my stomach and then i slowly get healthier foods and more carbs but i deff gotta exercise which is a hardcore bitchh !Ohemgeee i need to exercise but i hate doing it alone i will feel all awkward and i wouldnt wanna do it anyone and then ill gain awhole lotta weight!But i truely will lose weight this time because its not even a joke anymore
so Summer 09 get readyy for my bikini bod bbygurl<3

Ohemgeee fuckin bomb ass day bbygurl<3
Okay so i told my mom last night wake me up at fuckin 12 ish because i went to bed at 5 that morning and i totally didnt wanna be tired.
So Alicia wakes me up at like 2 with a phone call sayin whatcha doin bbbygurlll???
and im likee just woke upp slutt damnn nigguh im mad tired.
So she goes ima come overr!
So im like alright see ya soon!Like 10 minutes later she walks in my room im like damn hey boo and she gives me dahh lovinn halla <33
Then it takes me like 2 hours to fuckin get dressed cuz im a fuckin Fierce ass tranny<3
I picked like 4 diffrent outfits and settled into one.
So im like lets go so we leave and arive at the mall and walk into victoria secret which was ill niggguhh<3
I saw some really pretty gurl ashley from myspace who is drop dead gorgeous in person halla<33
So im lookin for a bathingsuit and they have nothing at all thats sexy for my thick body!!!!!
Im gaggin cuz im pissed so i get to the sale shit and they have all there bronzing products 75% off omfg i pukeddd.
I bought madd shitt well not mad shit but some
check it out nuggguhh ----->
Anyways haha so we left and then i was gaggin in the car from being mad gassed then this old guy was checkin me out i was fuckin disgusted with him so i made my mom pull away madd quickk <3then me and alicia came home and made madd mac and cheese it was soo fuckin good damnn had to be there<33 Omfg then she left and i went to group which was odee fun and the talent show was ill Congrats Jobie for winnin boo<333then i cam home talked to nini making sure my bbygurl was alright from her gorgeous surgery <33 And i talkd to licia on the phone then thee wifeyy Darlannee<3

Alrightt so Wednesday was soo fuckin boringg?!
yahh it was soo i woke upp odee late because i have no fuckinn lifee and
i was sooo tiredd!
I woke up fuckin ate obviously because im such a fat fuckin pig!
Im totally going on a diet most def with out a fricknn doubtt<33
I cleaned my closet hardcore which turned out fabulous!
And im soo proud of myself because i put that shit off for like ten fuckin years.
Ive totaally noticed i said fuckin like 85 millllli0n bagilli0n timee !!!
Well off this to write another blogg yessirr<3

Alright so i had the fuckin worst morning ever!
so i didnt even have to go to school on the last day but i really wanted this
History grade so i walked in sat for like an hour and had friends come in and chill.
Everything seems good till i walk up for my grade and he goes "Kim let me talk to you alone"
My heart dropped like i was about to cry and he goes you failed!
Im holding back tears in so im expecting a super low grade but he fuckin gave me a 63!?
Who fuckin does that shit like 2 fucking point!So he trying to convince me he was right and how hes basically even more of a douche then ever!
So i get to the math class i pass everythings good :]
So after math me Alicia,Daniris,Jen,Demetria,Darlanne,Andrea are wanting to just leave school so we walk around for alittle the me Daniris Andrea and Alicia get bagged by the teacher so we just all get kicked out so then we are all going to friendlys with 11 people in my moms car we all felt like hardcore Mexicans!!
At freindlys half of us ate there the rest went to MceeyDees!
After that 6 of us decided to go to northi high we got denied when we tried entering the doors which was a forcee! So then we took the bus to downtown and stayed there for like 1 hour then Me Alicia Daniris and Demeteria all went to the hospital and chilled there for like a good 3 hours playing hide and go seek and riding on wheelchairs pretending we were retarded !
haha it was great thank for the great day loves iloveyouall so much!<3

Alicia Davis :] Woww the things i can write and say about this girl!Words can express the gratitude i feel for Alicia she has helped me in the toughest times of life and i couldnt repay her ever for that because nothing would amount the love i have for her.I hate everyday that im not with her and i despise the fact that i cant be with her every second of everyminute of every hour of everyday of every week of everymonth of every year of my life :] Me and Licia have the best of times and have the best of moments that will last forever and ever and One day we are gonna live in an Upstate newyork apartment and have true happiness and let nobody take it away. Iloveyou Alicia Never forget it!
Darlanne Fernandez :]
So much to explain about this beautiful girl!I love everything about Darlanne she is fuckin Fantastic and i lovee her ohh so much that nothing can ever compare to her and all the fun we have had over the months that ive known her.Darlanne brings my depressing days into huge rays of sunshine streaming through my eyes and makes me love her even more!We dont need drugs or alcohol to have a good time because we only need Banaynay Baijing and some good insiders to have a fabianna time ahha :]Knowing ill wake up and see her everyday makes my life better!Iloveyou Darlanne Always & Forever !
Daniris Pacheco :]
Damn where to start with her!Daniris is soo fucking fantastic!I know me and her argue alot or we always dont agree on the same things and sometimes i do things that she should never forgive me for so thats why i love her because she puts up with all myshit!I know i always dont show it but Ilove Daniris and everything she does and Nomatter how she acts or what she does she is my Nini and always will be.She has soo much confidence for someone who hates everything aboutherself and if she really knew that she was soo Beautiful then i think all the insecureitys would just disappear because Daniris is beautiful on the inside and Out.Iloveyou babe Dont Let anyone tell you otherwise!

Ignorance - lack of knowledge, education, or awareness

I HATE ignorance its fucking disgusting in my opinion!Why are people so fucking retarted?!?! SO what dude im a chick with a dickk? Hey atleast im frickin honest with myself goshh!I hatee knowing that people like me get killed each and everyday for being special and themselves! Like Wtf? is that?! Okay so yah you can have some Opinons but why be so cruel about it ? So being Straight is special? Well i think not i think Straight is boring and soo usual !Being Bi Gay Lez Tranny Intersexed is fucking beautiful and unique so i dont see why just because we are so homo we should be treated differently.And i especially hate when Black or African American people judge GLBTI [Gay Lez bi Trans Intersex) because really you shouldnt be talking you were barely accepted for over like 40 + years and still arent .Im a Homosexual AND IM proud :], Yes we are still fighting for our right but hey we are fucking fantastic dude we should have our own country :] Damn we are basically a frickkn race!Like fuck you for being mad we are different because last time i checkd bitch we all were :]
xox
Kimberly


Welcome to the fucking blog that took forever to make (: Alright So to get it started I'm Kim I'm not well known I'm not well known anywhere other than my school [i know it sucks don't remind me ) I have a great family support and having Fantastic Friends who obviously there for a reason and i might not be the nicest person or the Smartest I'm still gonna care about you.And If you Know me you might know my biggest Insecurity is that yes I'm a tranny[A person whose gender identity does not match the anatomical sex with which they were born )! I know it totally sucks but hey what is a girl to do when she has afew extra & missing parts?! Its hard being me and I basically got my hands tied behind my back because i cant not be me because I wouldn't be happy and if i be me I'm always gonna be judged 24/7.I'm glad i have people who accept me and I'm glad that i accept myself because i know its hard for people to learn to accept with this world of Difference.My favorite thing in the world is to be with people other than myself because people are fucking fantastic.My favorite color is PINK x]My favorite stores are Hollister . Forever 21 . American Eagle . Victoria's Secret and last but not least Aeropostale. I have Several Piercings which are my micro dermals next to each eye ,bellybutton,tongue,industrial,2 cartilage. Im very insecuree so basically i hate my body or anything that you can see physically.What elsee is theree to sayy?keep up with my blogs ! I will have one everyday sometimes twice a day :]
xox
Kimberly

Im a bitch I'm a lover I'm a child I'm a mother I'm a sinner I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed

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